It’s me a boy who is affable but conservative on the view of Love. I have already passed more than 22 springs from my life but haven’t yet fallen in love.
Strange! Yeah! I had no wish to make the so called love relationship where peoples do loves in order to pass the leisure time. I had no wish to make love with the girl who loves me just for taking Fast Food rather than making any loving sense.
I always been searching a love which will be true and no fake will be exist on it. She may not be so much beautiful or stunningly smart but I need an inner beauty that the exact things I am looking for. I had the dreams but not the dreams which full of fairy tales. I dreamt a girl who will be simple; I dreamt a love which will be delightful, less-pained, and full of romance and aroma.
I have always been waiting the “DAY” I will fall in love. But today, oh! Sorry, last night I found something exceptional than my usual life. Someone proposed me and I am just blowing on it now.
Got it baby? Wait…..i will not conceal any bit of it.
Have a flashback and go before 2 years ago……….some days with little memories for me but some great memorable memories for someone that was unknown to me till last night.
Someone named umm….. um… (Sorry) one of my friends and me were live at a mess in Mohakhali. We were so much friendly and shared a lot of things and the days were really funny. Personally he knows me a “GOOD” type boy. Ok... Let the incident begins….
His home-district was in Tangail. One day, he went to his village and by the way, during making conversations with his family members about his mess life, he revealed something of me there. On there, someone, my friend’s younger sister, somehow, were impressed to hear something about me. I don’t know what the exact things were told. Ok…let the event be screwed…lol.
Anyway, the girl were stolen my numbers from his brother’s mobile. That was the inception. ……she often called me by using various numbers.
Firstly I couldn’t recognize herself but rather whenever I put pressure on her she was compelled to reveal the truth that who is she. Then I though I would be better to let the things be concealed because the thing I hear was horrific. I didn’t prepare to get a call from one of friend’s sister as I usually dislike it and friendship is a big matter to me.
I knew that if my friend knows it somehow, our friendship will be breached and I have to suffer a lot.
BTW, I didn’t tell it to anyone, even my friend too. But gradually the total matter is being complex day by day.
The complexity has shown the ultimate result last night that’s why I am blabbing here. “She proposed me”.
She did it before 4 months ago but I refused by thinking it is not possible as another friendship between her elder brother and me is involved here.
But yesterday? I refused her again but something is stuck still too. She is too much desperate now and already left taking rice and go bed at late night.
She is too much importunate now and is not letting me leave. She is crying and saying by phone “I have been loving you since 2 years but when I proposed you; you refuse. Shouldn’t I deserve your love?”
She says again “You people are avoiding me by saying the Distance, Family Matters, Friendship, but I am up all of your reasons. I love you….that is not a huge logic than your so called reasons?”
I replied “Ok let me be your best friend. I could be your best friend ever that you can’t imagine.”
She says “Oh! No! I don’t need any friend…..I need love. One thing, just one thing I want from you …Pls love me.”
I replied “Please stop your crying. I don’t put up with this…..if you act so…I will never talk with you. Umm………ok we better make a “Negotiations” on day after tomorrow by confronting and I think we will get a solution.”
She says “No…..no need to have it. I already thought a lot and nothing found but loving you. I love you. Just ….ok we can meet on the day but be sure If you don’t accept me…..i will leave this world forever. Even, I won’t take rice until you love me.”
I replied “Ok let the time to fix it. See you day after tomorrow”.
I cut the phone.
It’s my turn. I am so confused now. What should I do? Should I refuse her? I have published a post on www.somewhereinblog.net asking people to help me about this. But nothing worthy I have found.
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